Yeah, it blows. *sigh* . My mother is an accountant, who dreams of being a manager for a family band. She's brainwashed the three of us with music, and how successful it is, which is bull because I never got one scholarship for playing music. My two brothers were on board. They've always loved music. I could never say the same. Still can't. So my mother had to work even harder to keep me under her thumb. Despite my loathing, she knew I was a valuable asset. My older brother learns fast, but never sticks to any one intstrument. A jack of all trades, a king at nothing. My little brother plays guitar and cello, but never practices. I only have the violin to worry about, and I practice consistantly (only because I'm studious, there's no pleasure derived from this.) Even though I have no spirit, I'm technically advanced compared to the other two. Therefore, I suspect that she purposely stalled me on sending out applications for art schools, and rushed me to send the one application for the music school back up. This repeated again with the loan issue.

Aw. Look at me pouring myself out to you. xD

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Criticism of the Constructive, please.